"An argument arose among them as to which of them was the greatest." Luke 9:46
The day before this argument takes place, Jesus has revealed his glory to his disciples in what has come to be known as the transfiguration. The following day, Jesus casts a demon out of a young boy. The crowds are astounded at the authority of Jesus. Jesus begins to predict his death on the cross. The disciples don't get it, and instead spend time arguing about who will be the greatest.
It's easy for post-Pentecost Christians, pastors, and preachers to snigger at the immaturity of the disciples and to imagine that we are above such play-ground politics. But are we?
There is a danger in all of us, that instead of being like the crowds, of whom Luke says: 'And all were astonished at the majesty of God' (Luke 9:43), and instead of grasping the wonder and glory of the cross, we can be absorbed by our own (deluded) sense of greatness. Whether it be the greatness of our church; or the greatness of our anointing; or the greatness of the ministries we rub shoulders with; or even the greatness of our preaching gift-- whatever it is-- it is clear from the above text, that it robs God of the glory that belongs to him; it causes us to be blind to the cross and it spoils fellowship with other Christians and leaders.
Perhaps these delusions of grandeur are not as explicit as they seem to be among the disciples -- perhaps it is the hidden power behind our motivations, attitude and criticisms of other believers. We need to remember that Jesus searches beyond the surface of our lives: 'Jesus, knowing the reasoning of their hearts.' (Luke 9:47) Because of the of the depth of depravity that affects even the regenerate, we need to constantly bring our attitudes and motivations to the foot of the cross.
We may pay lip service to 'the majesty of God', we may even preach regularly about the centrality of the cross-- but how are our relationships with our peers in ministry? Are we praying for our preacher/pastor peers or are we competing with them? Do we encourage them or pretend to ourselves that we are somehow above them? Do we take the time to hear how their ministry is doing, or are we too focused on our own vineyard?
Of course, busyness is an issue for most people, but it can also be a mask which hides self-interest. Let's resist the tide of cultural busyness and the pull of fleshly self-orientated ministry, and instead focus on developing a Kingdom mind-set. A mind-set that refuses to compete with our contemporaries but instead chooses to pray for our peers.